My core values are truth, peace and love. In that order. Never put love first. It'll make you crazy.
So I think we're all connected and the hardest person to love is myself. Who knows all my flaws and baggage better than myself. But I want to believe, I choose to believe, that showing compassion to others makes it easier to show compassion to myself; tell my self that my struggles are valid and my achievements are amazing. Sometimes there's no room to mock myself or laugh at myself. I'm amazing and I should be proud of myself. But the moment I say 'I should' there's another part of me says 'OR NOT!'.
I'm just a real life witch trying to deal with real life shit. I'm not saying, 'bibbity bobbity boo'. I'm saying, 'how much do I need to suffer before I can be free from it.' I don't always see in black and white, but sometimes there's pain and pleasure and nothing in between. How often do I need to have compassion for pain before I can be free of the fear of it.
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